Surrealities of Being

        ZEN of APPRECIATION There are eventful moments that provide for-better-or-worse a sublime motivation, inspiration, and intensity. In those moments there is an appreciation to emotionally invest yourself to the extent that is feasible. Those moments are an oasis for your mind's reception and transmission of self-stimulation. THAT's the 'Zen of Appreciation'. As alluded to earlier, that 'zen' could be for the better or the worse. The common thread is that it's stirring to your vitality, and when it's feasibly available, so as not to be the noticeable, negative drain on your vitality: it provides the purpose and your default sense of mission and conscientious duty to which to respond. It was particularly noticed in two instances. One was just beholding the obsessively compelling aesthetic allure of sensual attraction, per se, in the way a full, round bosomed and assed female affected me. The other person who exhibited her passionate and openly parte

OVERVIEW     The visual presentation is superfluous and irrelevant to what the surreal to mystical metaphysics does independently. It’s the trepidation of what Einstein asserted in saying that ‘God’ doesn’t play Dice with creation, aka the universe. It’s neither ‘God’ nor he ‘playing dice with creation’s elemental forces. It’s our own living beyond the bounds, individually and collectively, beyond the margins of our own systemic and environmental tolerance. -Introduction- This narrative is written from a hetero-normative experience. Yet, there’s testimonials from alternative, alter-hetero experiences that would confirm that our neural, highly intense and acute thoughts are prompted from our mid-brain’s transmission of our sensory faculties. Those functions to dimensions, otherwise thought of as intangible, act as tangible extensions of our being that can create similar kinds of networks to what we do in our carnal activity. Even this literary exposition is a digressive diversion, but f

 It's the unexpected circumstance to the temporally most unlikely personas. Their genuineness of being so trustworthy for others is what makes them so consequentially transcendent. Yet, they are so non-conscious of themselves as they are taken-for-granted by their contemporaries by the idiosyncrasy of their ways that their mindset has the dimensional latitudes to expand in its unique, off-beat way. What mocking and dismissive detractors they do have are just digressive distractive functionaries of the repressive conditions that act as an exoskeleton matrix that our protagonist was able to have a transcendent escape. Our protagonist has gained insight to the distractive digressions from the homeostatic and more natural organic parameters of their existence. Thus, our protagonist has opted-out of the bastardizing and prostituting distorting perversions that became the common consensus of 'the many' and not 'they-The Few'. There's agreement on the need for an asymm

                              Cultural Dusk-setting of 'Bougieism'     Image link: https://shorturl.at/EFMsb Wealth [particularly what is spoken of as Black Wealth] is a derivative of the bourgeoisie ethos. That ethos that has been attributed to the beginning of democratization, was the co-opted expansion appendage of the aristocratic royalist who needed the the funds of the soon-to-be-known 'das kapital' to be complicit sharers in the plundering and chaos that would beset the planet for the next six centuries, 1420-2020. Wealth is the bling, superficial trappings and transactional consequence collateral affect of the use of capital for the aforementioned macro-aggrandizations. As I wrote of  'End of the Bougie Era'. It was always about imitating the privilege of the royals' presumption of divine right that was changed to the democratic sounding 'inalienable rights'. The instrumentation of those "rights" were gaining not some democratic in

“If we change our heads about who we are—and can see ourselves as creative, eternal beings creating physical experience, joined at that level of existence we call consciousness—then we start to see and create this world that we live in differently.”   —Edgar Mitchell, NASA astronaut and pilot of Apollo 14 It’s as obvious as this ‘AUM’, Aligning with the Universe, board questions: What is AUM? What are the benefits of aligning with the universe through AUM and the chakras? How does AUM relate to the chakras? How can we use AUM to balance the chakras? ‘Chakras’ are the semantic terms of our physiological and affected anatomical centers of resonant similarity and engaged congruence with percussive cosmic frequencies. Chakras are traditionally understood as energy centers located along the spine, each corresponding to specific organs and bodily functions. They can be seen as nodes where physiological processes and anatomical structures intersect with energetic flows.   These frequencies ar

          …in ‘The Day the Earth Stood Still (1951)’ a humanoid, Klaat [probably created by his A.I.-bot-master of the Gort-species], informs the powers-that-be of Earth that the Galaxy has created martial forces that would with absolute prejudice would take-out those civilizations that prove a threat to others in the Galaxy [a more restrained hypothetical version of what happened with Sodom-Gomorrah by the angel-spirits who were on orders from ‘The Lord’ (previous Klaat?). It is with this in mind [with me more-of-the-mind to believe that aliens are invisibly amongst us communicating to selected consciousnesses] that I suggest a populist movement, similar to what Leon Trotsky called for in his version of a communist revolution. It’s all semantic in terminology, the function would be effectively the same: as the enforcing arm of civilization they would be mind-chip programmed to be in empathy with those whose mass or individual circumstances would require alleviation from repressive cir

  The ancient philosophical concept of microcosm and macrocosm suggests that the human body (microcosm) reflects the larger universe (macrocosm). Just as the universe operates according to certain natural laws and patterns, so does the human body. This congruence implies that understanding the cosmos can lead to a deeper understanding of ourselves.   The geometric symmetry of our body's vascular, neural, and skeletal systems to other terrestrial template patterns suggest a grand network of complimentary, symbiotic components. The  idea emphasizes the interconnection and interdependence of all things in the universe, highlighting how each component, no matter how small, plays a crucial role in the larger system.    Some spiritual perspectives propose that consciousness itself is a network, with individual minds being nodes in a grand cosmic consciousness. Organically different regions of the brain are specialized for various functions (e.g., the prefrontal cortex for decision-making

  In 'Succession’s' final season, Logan Roi delivers perhaps the most illuminating line of the entire show: “I love you, but you are not serious people.” I can't say it with the same degree or intense sympathetic affections, but the banality of the passive-aggressive accommodation found in the muted outrage done in your online civility-to-satire is more a performative emotive, signal posturing than providing any attitudinal intent to what aggravated your angst of every-man' projection..                                                                                                                                                                     Back into the 'inevitable and unavoidable death' waiting room of manic fetishes of distracting mania of amusements and obsessions [as Br'er Death spots who next gets the scythe-of-death call].     Source link:  https://1drv.ms/b/s!ApTXEqdixzZIiwoOMUBgbWTxjQvG?e=OBBmnL      

    Status quo as our canvass of improvisation and inspiration With the caveats of the past as the ‘road-sign’ advisors and nothing more, we forge ahead to empirically discover in extrapolating prospective thought the feasible hypotheticals we can do and be in our moment of dramatic manifestation. Unlike others who seek to dwell and fester in the-given, to the point of being repressively aggressive to others with their own dwelling, truncating suppressions of themselves, we see an infinity of spatial possibilities that the moment throws out as DI, randomly, for us to consider. This canvass which the moment bequeaths to us is our easel on which we leave the mark of our existence from unconscious-to-subconscious-to-selfconscious intent. We do this more as functionaries of  circumstances we initially didn’t seek but now must navigate with our limitations to reach the shores of some secure operational stability of affirmed cognizance. The context of circumstances we find ourselves are the

    We’re programmed, unwitting suckers by the well-intended, mostly, ‘Old School’ wisdoms passed on to us to avoid predicaments, but those wisdoms are themselves minefields, emotional boobie-traps for us in the empiric reality of life. Our obliged trust for those we’ve bonded to in emotional dependence and affection set us up to be acquiescently accepting of thoughts and behaviors that were the proverbial stones over which we stumbled in chagrined realization of our own misinformation.   Yet, because we had the psychological escape from the disingenuous reliance on the assurance of past affirmations   of such thoughts and actions, we continued  to seek the versions ‘we know are out there’, getting  ourselves more entwined in the grasp of past fallacies. Those fallacies are   a default matrix, like the air that we breathe or the water  the fish swim in. It’s all we’ve learned how-to-get-by,       so it’s not given a second thought. It’s our version of entitlement that we do as a mindle

  Critical, but remarkably far from hopeless, IF WE exist in a frame of mind that discerns the incidental significance of each moment's symbiotic and synergistic portals for engagement. Existence is a systemic organ that we choose to nourish by our direct engagement as Sartre's existentialist theories exhorted. We can be-though in a tedious incremental, than a profound dynamic way-part of something that is a Y^N+1 power greater than the DI-pole 'Yin-Yang'. It's more self-therapy than consciousness raising. We are hesitant to be an evocative or provocative perceived phenomena. It's done as an instrumentality upon ourselves than a didactic or conscious intention meant for someone else. It's an imperative of our own compelled logical reaction. When we seize-the-moment in its resonant call to our sense of obliged-if not celebratory-response, we provide an exhibition of intense spontaneity that coincidentally becomes a noted template for others TO CHOOSE TO JOIN

             Are we a Schadenfreude collective          and the individual mocked props? The thought came to me when I was snidely responding to a dismissive troll of my post. His avatar was a dinosaur. The tone of his expression showed the annoyed   angst a 'Dino' would have had by the bright glare of the meteor-of-doom. His   remarks seemed to echo to me how the dinosaur felt in its smug top-of-the-food chain-dominant-privilege. So much about 'privilege', a topic for another day. So much about 'privilege and entitlement’ , a topic for another day. Victims say a popularly, handgun fires without anyone pulling the trigger -                      The Washington Post Getting back to the Schadenfreude-karma-caste we adorn and exist in... Is our    choice more than the inherent consequences of the fallibility of our logic, or is          our logic a hard-wired genetic feature that as the saying goes, 'only needs the supporting conditions to become the trigger that se

   VAIN HUBRIS!! The micro and macro cosmos seem to be each other's entrance and exit gates ... When we're all alone and lonely we dream of  being part of a group. When the group becomes  bigger than two, it will slowly start falling apart  and split up one day. ------------------------ Is it 'the fault' of the expanding multiverse??!  The macro ever expanding multi-verse being, the progenitor of the entropic centrifugal tendencies for which only the 'forever-compounds' have a more indeterminate shelf-life than our more mortal and temporal dimensional status. ================================ When we're poor we dream of socialism and getting rich at the same time. Once we're comfortable and safe we turn into selfish Neo-liberals, only dreaming of more. No matter the consequences. The destruction of  'the self' and everything and anybody else.. -------------------------------------- In ways my own banishment to the rhetorical wilds of temporal anon

   That Intimidating Option    EVEN WHEN IT SEEMS THAT YOU'RE OUT OF YOUR F'CKING MIND, ...it still has your 'long game'. Dear 'Me'-'Self'-n-'I' gave me the word nearly 54 years ago, and then again around 52 years ago. I dismissed what was an obvious fact of my status with the temporally minded, so it took the playing-out of the practical long-game to convince me de-Boyz weren't giving me back in mid-August of 1970 on the corner of Congress and Howard Avenues. They were a telling and warning to   me then AND NOW that 'people, in   general,  AIN'T SHIT  and I’ve no more than a transactional time-of-day for them. But 'This Writer'   had been so indoctrinated by informal sayings and gestures to and towards me, that I was ensnared in the web of emotional connections that drew me back in as greatly as Michael Corleone moaned in Godfather III . So I accommodated my mortal-self to those who had  non-consciously-for the most part-had

 Yeah..  The thrill is gone with me getting worked up for every passing car or bus. It was a good stimulating boost-a manic compulsion. All good things come to an end with their shelf life. Those stylish 'chassis' with their big chrome tires, shiny grills, clean reflecting hoods, or a cute little or big trunk don't have the same allure. For the ones that I caught there wasn't as much satisfaction having them, as it was chasing and getting them. Call it the vanity and futility of my intentions. It was a delusion that showed me the shallow illusion of thinking there would be more to the situation than what I briefly had as a catch or possession No matter how big and round the headlamps were. The adornments that made that chassis 'just something I wanted' to sink my teeth into, as well as paw to my delight, the efforts themselves came into question.. It's not the cars and buses, per se, more than it was my re-evaluation of my own priorities than dissing the bra

                               Death's waiting rooms Image: https://i0.wp.com/www.themedicalcareblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/05/psych-ward.jpg?resize=348%2C232 It's not as sedate or inert as this. That's why Br'er [Excuse me for the casual informality, 'Mr. Death'] is such a one not to trivialize and be dismissed as a our psyche's mythological creature. Ya see the 'waiting rooms' are those fabrications-of escape that we occupy. Even I, at this keyboard, think that the ball-on-the-roulette-wheel isn't running its course for our designated number awaiting its selected moment drop. Our shelf-life moment that we accept fatalistically, we hasten, also, with the benign neglect towards having any purpose or mission for the draining moments of our existence dropping into the awaiting bin of what's truly the literal nihilistic vacuum bag of time. Just being the uncaring objects who are the subjects of a temporal, consensual fantasy of being the in

       MEANING for those estranged from the temporal or secular 'Rewards' There's a perceptual path of collated phenomenology and insights that have an association for you. It's neurologically initiated and precipitated as default reactions to stimuli. The accumulated aggregation has its psychological effect from the weight and qualitative gravitas of the aggregation.                                                                                                                           The resulting perception is an impression that becomes a contingent hypothetical that gains credibility by its empirical aggregation with you and from anecdotal affirming testimonies of others. The latter affirmations get more credence from you due to your relative youthful inexperience to the elders or, later, to the plurality of contemporary and historical data that's congruent. In the end, the passage of time separates your empirical experience from the trajectory of others empir

 Listen to the ‘Street-corner Prophets’ feral words Those feral worlds have no $$$$-connection as an inducement or motivation for them to 'shout to the Heavens' that which has stirred them so. It’s as much about the in-congruence our civilization has with the chemistry-physics of the 'Natural Cosmic Order'. We exist at a disjointed cross-purposes of behavior and delusional intent from defaulting our will for a social system that's asocial to our empathetic sympathies that would be otherwise. Yet these "prophets" have so estranged themselves from the ways and means of contemporary consensus,  that their exile into marginalization is the predicate-blessing  for the perceived insights they exhibit on their street corner broadcasts. In the virtuous integrity of their own being as the bona fides, those who also respond to  circumstances, similarly, will have the resonant  perception and insight to what is exhibited by these seeming 'reed[s] shaken with the